I know that I was happy in that moment. And it is everything
All I want is a Sunday kind of love
And today is the last day I allow myself to be sad. Summer should be fun and happy, but to me, this summer is so painful. I loved him, I adored him, I need him, I still remember him, the memories we had. And for that, I engulf myself deeply in darkness. My face was torn by lines and cracks of sadness and disappointment. He is so indifferent to me, we were something, and now we are nothing. And I have many question to ask him but it is too late for everything. People change, I change, he change, we grow apart. The saddest thing is that I let myself being wounded. I was just recovering from an painful affair, I found peace finally, then he came, said all those sweet things to me, the things that never before that a person said to me. He lifted me up, might love me, gave me all those good feelings of a person being loved. And he buried me even deeper than the last one. With rage, I dug into his life and pretend that everything is still the same. But it is not. I wonder if I have ever been loved for real at once?
Goodbye, sweet time
I pretend I’m not hurt and go about the world like I’m having fun
Who am I in the world that have right to judge people?
And who are you?
Khi lòng tan nát, trăm lời vô nghĩa
Ừ xem chúng ta hơn thua được chi.
Có những chuyến đi dài hơn đất trời và không thể đến nơi
Và như một quy luật bất biến trái ngang, dù cho ta yêu một người ra sao, nhưng những thứ quá tròn đầy và hoàn hảo sẽ dẫn tới một sự coi nhẹ mà ngay cả bản thân ta cũng khó lòng nhận ra.
Đã có nghìn trùng trên môi người tình
Đã dấu nụ tàn bên trong nụ hồng
Có chớm lạnh lùng trên môi nồng nàn
Có thoáng gập ghềnh trên con đường mòn
Oh silly silly girl, you push him away from you again and again
Curious curious cat, you kill yourself million times. Don’t you even learn